I look around EVERY day and I see how my peers having babies and they can document SO much of their kids while small and I hate the fact in some ways that the Social wasn't like it is now so I could have more Proof...They have no Memories of the 4 of us doing much.Its like they have quick snap shots but I feel ..that  (well I KNOW ) the plan was done to exclude me in things so that they have no memories of them with me in big events.So their memories have been told to them  I hate it and it really sucks .It wasn't because of Me I tried So hard to ask and to do stuff as a fam but it was shot down .I was told "Divorced parents DON'T Do that kind of stuff For the kids.(And It Is EVERYWHERE and EVERYDAY parents in society do that FOR THE KIDS). A load of BS.. I hope someday they figure it out..